NEVER BACK DOWN #3

 If you're doing that day in and day out it has to affect how you feel about yourself, your level of motivation, your relationships what kind of impact is that having on your life is it nourishing or is it a toxic relationship? Does it drain you or does it build you up? Ask yourself that. How motivated are you to do something about it? Your contribution, your actions. What are you giving? Many people will leave the universe without a trace. No one will know they were here and in fact under their name we could put under there, not used up. Will anybody know that you came this way? What contribution are you giving? What will you leave, what will be different because you came this way? Just stop for a second. Write down your why.

 What are you doing this for in life? If your why doesn't make you cry then that's not your why. Again, if your why doesn't make you cry then that's not your why. Your why should be something so big that it moves your family tree. Your why should be something so big that it changes the whole outlook on how things are with you and your home, your family, your religion your purpose. Think about your passion think about your opportunities and that's how you find your purpose. OPP. When that why meets up with your passion, your opportunity, your purpose then you'll find out the most important day in your life is the day you remember why you were born and you're going to have to look that darkness in its eyes and not look away from the darkness but rather look straight in the eyes and say I no longer need you I am no longer that darkness and so that darkness will not thrive, it will not survive, that darkness will die that darkness will go away not because you forced it out but because you no longer fear the darkness you let go, you let go the darkness, free up space for the light and when the light gains power when the light regains its power it will overpower any darkness that may try to seep and seek into your mind and body and life it will stride far greater than any darkness has. But you must free yourself from the dark by going deep into a depths of it and understanding it by not running your entire life from it but instead right now today, tomorrow, soon look it in the eyes and say I no longer fear you I have a life to live nothing is hopeless, nothing is worthless, I am powerful, I am beautiful, I am amazing and it's time for me to start believing it no longer do I want to stay in the same routine, stay in the same mindset, the same condition, mind,  I want to unleash the power of my mind I want to dive deep into the depths of the light, into the depths of inner peace, into the depths of joy and happiness, in the state of being. 

Not into the depths of worry and stress and depression and anxiety and shame and guilt but stay away not because I'm scared of it but because i'm free from it. Because i no longer need it. Because i have one life and I'm going to live it to my fullest ability. I just knew in my heart to just go, go all into this endeavor and so I went no questions asked and it wasn't a picnic the rise up is tough but its who you become in the process when you're chasing this unknown when you eliminate fears and so my offering is to really analyze what you love to do and to go chase it because making money should not be your focus to do something that you don't really love to make money what is that? Thats, all that is, is a transference of stress you are taking on stress at this job that you don't like, this is stressful for you so that you have less stress when it comes to finances so is that eliminating the stress? No, you're transferring it from finances to eat at a little better place to live in a little better apartment to then develop more stress while you're at work. Does that make sense? The money will come when you're really good at something I can guarantee it when you really have an effect because that will create a polarizing reaction in people that they will be drawn to you and you cannot be really good at something if you don't love what you're doing. That's the bottom line. Chase this uncertainty where your heart is telling you to go because it knows that it will discover itself if you choose to go down this ambiguity if you choose to go unfold this mystery because you will discover what you're really made of if you choose to go down this abyss. See the thing is for many people they've tried the same path you're on and they failed as you walk this journey you're going to see carcasses all over the place of people that didn't quite have it.

 That should inspire you because you got further than that person, and that person but you're not looking to get further than them, you're looking to finish. How do you know you're on the right path? Where do you go to ensure that? Do you talk to your neighbor no you don't talk to him. I'll tell you about the neighbor guys that neighbors going to come in man and if you're a little chubby, a little overweight you'd be like hey man I'm thinking about doing a routine man or getting on a training program where I lose some weight. He's going to encourage you at first yeah you should you should basically insulting your ass and you are fat and you lose some weight. It's never support, it's negative shit oh you should lose some weight. So then you go, you take his advice and you start training, you start doing something, you start to get in shape a little bit maybe at his level then all of a sudden he's going to start asking questions his tones going to shift especially as you're getting in better shape than him. Then he's going to start talking shit because what happens now guys is that your success is like a spotlight shining down on their missed opportunities. Success many will love you for it the majority will hate you because your success makes them feel insufficient in their current endeavor reminds them of where they could have done it but they came up short and how they didn't revisit it where they went out and failed and failure is what stood they never revisited it again. The difference between a winner and a loser the failure is there every single time it's just that the winner gets back up and does it again and does it again until it goes his way so now you're down that path and you're all alone how do you know you on the right path how do you know what you're doing is in the right direction if you're wondering if you're on the right path look at the small things of life. How do you do that when you wash your car and spend an hour washing your car, when you finish washing you put the hoses and everything away and the brushes and you come outside to look at the job you did but you notice some spots missing what do you do? Do you regrab the hoses and pull it all out and finish the job right or do you say you know that's good enough, ya it's good enough.

 See the thing about good enough is we don't know if its enough until the end our final hour and everything is on the line well that's when we find out if it is enough and if we come up short man, doesn't that suck. I promise you guys if today you never say good enough tomorrow you're always have enough. What I'm saying is the character of who you are it's not the title that makes you it's not the success that makes you, the character defines a success, defines the fame and it starts right there. Championships aren't won in the theatre or the arena they're won in the thousands of hours in the training room, and the labs, and the 5 a.m. runs and the training when everyone else is sleeping that's when it's won. The Harvard champion is a light switch that's always on. It doesn't go on and off when someone's watching. It's constant. It's how you look at something if your name's attached to it and you do it right the best of your ability every single time.